i was a mess and i feel
like a mess again" — A messy haiku - jw (via homowrecked)
I want to die and be a ghost.
I’m feeling so bad. I fear that I am snapping back to my worst times.
Going to be alone for four days now. This is going to be a time with loaaads of alcohol ugh.
For the last month I felt so sick every fucking morning. Thought it had to do with alcohol but no. Dunno what it is but I could throw up every time I get out of bed or go to work. I just remain doing nothing to avoid that because if somebody would notice me throwing up they’d just be annoying as fuck. I have no idea why but this is killing me ugh.